Decentralizing Technology – Chattisgarh Diaries Part One !!

On 31st night, the new years’s eve I along with my colleagues had an amazing time during the entire night. We were surrounded by an indescribable silence.. it was chilling cold. We decided to lit the bonfire in one of the the left infested jungle in Chattisgarh..

The entire night was wasted as there were no ambush at all so as we apprehended. I was busy with sharpening one of my most trustworthy friend.. My Khukri!! The picture credit goes to Sukbir Thapa


And finally last week with god’s grace we caught hold of few “Desi rifles” from a staff room of a school building..and hopeful to get more of such small successes in the upcoming years..



Here I was checking the range and some random pictures were clicked..  After this we had a meeting with our superior authorities regarding promoting better governance and law and order situation. In this meeting the word BLOCKCHAIN was used several times and I believe its going to applied soon in elections and other public distribution services..   

I being a complete non tech savvy got into real trouble while discussing the same with private IT sector officials and with my immediate seniors. There was a time when my friends used to handle my FB, and Email accounts but not anymore. I still remember that, one day I was standing with the girl whom I loved in a bus stand where I asked her that what is .exe files and I’m still waiting for her explanation !! 

Anyways here is my novice attempt to write what blockchain is all about in the simplest way.. The objective is that those who belong to my genre would learn about it and those who are well more informed about technology may polish my understanding ..

Blockchain has been a buzzword for some time now. In addition to private companies and banks, it has attracted from within the government. It is a new data structure that is secure cryptography based and distributed across a network. It supports crypto-currencies and transfer of any data or digital asset. The present blockchain ecosystem is like the early internet, a permission-less innovation environment in which Email, World Wide Web, Skype, Napster, and Uber were built.

It can be thought as a public account ledger, an immutable, transparent and permanent one. Each transaction is recored,and stored in the ledger that is out on a Public bulletin board.Every transaction adds a block to the chain of transactions and each of is evaluated by every user based on algorithms they have agreed upon. Rather than being kept in a single location, a copy of the blockchain is stored on every user’s server so that users cannot alter it without other users finding out.

Hence , the blockchain technology allows transactions to be-

  • Anonymous
  • Secure
  • Peer to peer  
  • Instant
  • Frictionless
  • Permanent
  • Transparent

It does this by distributing TRUST from powerful intermediaries to a large global network

How blockchain can be used in public administration?
Blockchain has the potential to optimize the delivery of public services, further India’s fight against corruption, and create considerable value for its citizens.

  • By maintaining an immutable and chronologically ordered record of all actions and files (“blocks”) linked together(“chain”) in a distributed and decentralized database, Blockchain creates an efficient and cost-effective database that is virtually tamper-proof. By doing so, blockchain promises to create more transparent, accountable, and efficient governments.
  • In addition to creating a more efficient government, blockchain can also help create a more honest government. A public blockchain, like the one Bitcoin uses, records all information and transactions on the decentralized database permanently, publicly, and most importantly, securely. By allowing governments to track the movement of government funds, blockchain can hold state and local actors accountable for any misappropriations.
  • Blockchain not only deters corruption through accountability, but it can also do so by bypassing the middleman entirely.
  • Earlier this year, the World Food Programme began testing blockchain-based food and cash transactions in Pakistan’s Sindh province. Refugees in Jordan’s Azraq camp are now using the same technology, in conjunction with biometric registration data for authentication, to pay for food.
  • With Aadhaar cards becoming nearly ubiquitous in India, adopting blockchain could be the next logical step in India’s pursuit of becoming a digital economy. Blockchain can play an important role in storing individuals’ data, helping conduct secure transactions, maintaining a permanent and private identity record, and turning India into a digital society. 

Concerns associated:
Blockchain is still a (relatively) new technology and is not without its problems. For a start, there are ongoing concerns about privacy in the settlement and storage of securities. 

Blockchain providers are working hard to address this issue. Banks are also at threat with blockchain, since more and more firms (using their IT service providers from India and elsewhere) will build systems that can create and exchange ‘blocks’ with one another completely legally, without ever having to use the banks as a financial intermediary.

Blockchain, however, is not a panacea. While it can help enhance the delivery of government services, it cannot replace an inefficient system. Although it can deter corruption by making governments more accountable and transparent, it cannot prevent the entering of false information into the network. Yet, it presents the government with a powerful opportunity.

By embracing blockchain, it can create a bureaucracy that focuses on innovation and experimentation, a government that seeks to maximize efficiency and governance, and an economy sustained on the promise of technology. Blockchain’s applications in the public sphere, however, have yet to catch the eye of the Indian government. This is baffling; the technology is not only promising, but has even begun to be utilized by governments global..


Loads of love and respect for my love..I wish you and everyone a happy new year.. I’m sorry for being late.. I hope she will read it someday.. All my prayers and wishes will always remain for you !!

Beparvah !!



A Humble Request To All !!

This is an humble request that I wanna make here in this platform … Pls read it and help me out in any ways with your ideas… if possible..

The only thing that can save lives which are trapped in the chronic poverty trap and indebtedness which eventually make them vulnerable, is an honest and sincere step towards eliminating the root of these problems.. This is something that we all know right? 

One step at a time.. I will be focusing on two aspects.. One being education and other being health.

One factor that has made a great difference in the evolution of mankind and that’s man’s capacity to store and transmit knowledge…

It will help in..

  • higher earning capacity
  • better social standing and pride
  • enables one to make better choices in life
  • helps in understanding the changes taking place in the society
  • stimulates innovations
  • facilitates adaptation of new technologies…

Let’s put up an effort to convert all these human resources into human capital.. As we know that poverty is one biggest challenge to a large section of our society.. so let’s hit that hard at the first go.

Poverty is hunger, it’s being sick and not being able to see a doctor, not been able to go to school, not knowing how to read, or not having a job, poverty is fear for the future brought about by unclear water. Poverty is powerlessness.. Poverty is losing a child to illness, lack of freedom and representation… Poverty is really a multi – dimensional… 

Let’s take our first step by holding each other’s hand and create a network… something very basic…

Like many a times we buy copies and notebooks.. and often we left so many pages at the end.. can we make an online platform where all will communicate and submit all those left out pages so that it can be complied and be distributed to those who can’t afford.. May be for their rough work.. rather than selling it to some kabawalla… the same goes with books, stationery, art videos, notes on any competitive exams which we might have cleared, or may be preparatorynotes for board exams etc.. We can even tie up with some online sellers for this..

And if this works.. then many such plans with respect to hygiene and sanitation are in the panel.. You can even contribute by writing awareness articles on any topic once in a week or may be by donating used clothes and even undergarments which might seem very trivial but it’s really important for many who can’t afford… especially for those unfortunate girl child….
The hands the rocks the cradle, the procreator, the mother of tomorrow; a woman who shapes the destiny of civilization, such is the tragic irony of fate that a beautiful creation such as a girl child- is today, one of the gravest concerns facing humanity…

Used this quote here especially because what happened with this unfortunate small little girl child in GD Birla School @Calcutta..and the reaction from society and school administrations..

The only problem is that I’m not very good at technology.. can anyone help me in creating a page which will help to reflect our agenda and connect to people at large… 

It’s not possible without our concerted effort.. Let’s make it happen.. btw, as promised…all the basic notes on political science from class 6th to 12th is ready.. I will be publishing here soon along with ancient and medieval world notes..

Loads of love and respect for my love.. who taught me so many things in life… this is just one reflection of it.. Prayers and wishes for her happiness, her smile, and for her success…. I will always be there for her in every crossroad.. Missing her a lot.. 



Life Note  #2 … 

Hello everyone, it’s been long since I write my last blog, but before writing anything I wanted to apologize for the delay in uploading the notes… it’s almost in the process…  in between work I am not been able to make them… I’m sorry for the delay..  However this post was something special for me which I wanted to share with you all..

All I want in this post is to express my gratitude to life for being such a good teacher and also to few people in my life without whom I wouldn’t be same person what I’m today.. K. M. Pathi sir is one of them who believed in my potential and encouraged me to work hard..

On a completely different note, I wanted to share what I felt when I read this quote today morning.. My thinking and belief in true and unconditional love get cemented every time I come across such quotes. It gives me the strength to carry on !!

Last September I had my birthday celebration, something that I didn’t expect to happen because it’s been long since I celebrated mine.. especially after 2013 

My nephew had this plan.. this 13 year old kid wanted to celebrate.. and I didn’t want to lose such rare moments to see him and my family coming together and witnessing them enjoying small moments of life…

This was the cake and he calls me “Mann”

Nagaland kaaftan was not that bad.. we enjoyed a lot!! 

It is one of those moments which will always have a special place in my heart!

This is Itisha, she was in Italy.. A friend of mine.. she was sending all she could on my birthday.. she searched a lot and finally landed into an Indian restaurant to celebrate my birthday with some Indian food and kept on sending pictures along with that call that continued till the balance got over !! 

I hope she comes out with some brilliant results in her exams on intellectual property laws… my prayers and wishes for her !!

In the meantime I had to visit purba medinapur, a district in West Bengal, for some official work where we actually got the first hand experience of mapping land revenue… very much similar to what the Britishers used to do.. I met my 72 year old kid and took him with me for few days…

Some moments I captured with my dad.. Met him and we actually shared our room at the circuit house… something that I will not forget in my life… 

Helicopter was something which I always wanted to ride… This came as a pleasant surprise… 

Babuism begins when you first misuse your official car along with your family.. I felt sorry about it.. but only got few hours I had enjoyed this company with my dad … I’m sure that I would not get this sort of opportunity again!!


These are some of the few paintings I did for my love..  She loves dancing, believes in spiritually, does believe in learning new things, and often had mood swings…. so I tried to capture all that in the above four paintings…  it’s my another small attempt to dedicate my love and respect to her… She is awesome in so many ways… but I could only capture few…

In the last few months I have been occupied with so many thoughts… few of them I shared in my Facebook page … allow me to share here as well… hope you will appreciate… 

Me praying for my parents, friends, and for my love… they matter to me a lot and I hope I will be able to pray for them for their health, success and happiness forever… because without them I do not find any importance to my existence !!!

Every morning at 6 am I woke up with my kindle and my ear plug these days and also with a hope that something better is going to happen… I believe that without mobile phone one can survive in a better way but without books life would often seem meaningless..

Anyways have to rush… Will post soon..

Loads of  love and respect for my love.. Prayers and wishes for her health, success and happiness.. 



Some Unanswered Questions… A Letter To Maa!!

In the short span of two years in service, I’ve seen uncountable number of violence cases related to women irrespective of their age..  The  word “Enough” seems meaningless.. I’m not only worried about the goons but also scarred of the liberals.. A concept which has been defined so differently under seven schools with 79 plus definitions..

Unfortunately many of us use this as a tool to exploit and others get involved in a situation which they never wanted to be, even in their nightmare.. I can debate with thousands of people and convert these liberals into realists but that would turn bitter… so without going into any debate I just want to see how this attempt of becoming awesome works in our given situation where we have only 4.5 % graduates (without considering the quality)…

Few weeks back a news was reported from Calcutta where an old woman of 61 years old got gang rapped in front of her daughter. Nothing has been changing, Policing is becoming difficult…This devastated my soul and I am ashamed of being a part of this civilized community..I am left with loads of unanswered questions and got reduced to a mere spectator.. I thought of writing a letter to Maa asking for some the answers..



After a long time, I’ve gotten some time

so, I thought that I’ll put flowers on the graves of my thoughts..

I have many questions to ask you..

whose answers I desperately require.

I search them daily everywhere.

Starts my day with these unanswered questions..


What is wrong with me  and my thinking??

Why I cannot be happy and searching for a

solution which is nothing but a myth..

Is our body any different from that of women?

They look similar though; the colour is similar too

Then how a pound of flesh converts a human being into a demon??

Why are acids stains present only on a female’s body??


Then why do those brutal scars leave their marks only on their body??


When an iron rod is inserted to that part of a female’s body

then it pains a lot….  but why every time I feel the same pain Maa ?

Not only a fountain of blood ooze out,

In the midst of pain, not just the scream that comes out….

Even prayers and compassion don’t seem to work..

Why everyday I can hear those screams ? Why everyday I find myself in the dark??

It feels as if someone has dipped the iron rod into the sun

and placed it on my heart, my dignity and my soul??

It feels someone has dropped infinite coal on an open wound..

   As if I’m insulting my own creator??



It feels as if a small child’s tiny fingers have been crushed by a sharp rock

But HE doesn’t feel that way..

HE is still drowning in the obsessions of his childhood

that HE believes that if he break the legs,  twist the neck,

carcasses his fingers on the body, throws  away

by crushing HER under his palms

then tomorrow YOU will present him with a NEW  DOLL  to play with

But SHE not a doll made in markets for small children

In an envelop made of stars,

in a bag made of winds

I send this letter into the sky for you

                                                                 Dear Maa do reply  


Loads of Love and respect for my love.. Hope someday you will read them and realize the amount of love, care and respect I have for you !! Prayers and blessings for you will always be there for you till the time I breathe .. miss you !!!

Beparvah !!


P.S. Thought of sharing this post especially after the triple talaq decision which was announced by the SC of India.. The History lesson will be there in my next post.. Sorry for the delay !! Please excuse me for the painting I posted if you don’t like it… I deliberately made it with full of imperfections





Once You Stop Learning, You Start Dying – So Let’s Start Our Share Of  Joy & Learning !! 

Social sciences are one the core areas of the CSE examination which includes basics of history, geography, environment and ecology, economics, sociology and Indian society and lastly political science and Indian polity. 
After reading through all these subjects, I can easily support one assumption that is often made by many scholars in the past, that “History is the Mother of all social sciences” 

Hence, I thought of starting from the story of human civilization and all the related discoveries, inventions, developments and their relativity even in this 21st century world. 

In these two parts, I will be sharing my notes which I use to read while preparing for CSE 2015.. in a flow chart way which will certainly help in understanding and remembering the entire journey of human kind since pre historic era to the end of the middle age, often called as the dark age!!

The focus here in third part would be more as this is very crucial for the examination. It will deal with the developments that led to the beginning of a modern age and the respective challenges that each stream of our civilization faced. It will be full of my crispy notes, free scanned pages where I used to write and flow charts.. 

My agenda here is to help those who wanted to appear in this examination and serve this mighty nation; those who wanna contribute in the development of our mother nation, India, through the union civil services.

For others who are contributing in their own way… my pranam and salute!! For you all, these posts might remind you all those beautiful and not so beautiful  school days memories;  it will be an opportunity to relive the fun part of it and at the same time, we all can get our basics, our roots rejuvenated.. 

In my next post, I will be dealing with this major chunk of stories. I’m extremely sorry for this delay but I’m failing to manage my share of 24 hours properly in this crisis situation that north eastern part of our nation is going through.. 

Loads of love and respect for my love Beparvah !!


Life Is Beautiful. All We Need Vision and Not Just Eyes; We Should Differentiate Fun From Happiness. That’s The Core!!!


When the sarkarilization began…things change completely.. and we realize the potential of power dynamic, caste dynamic at every single level of work… even moving in my official car crates a gap between me and my people.. despite the fact that laat batti is removed…except police and ambulence …looking from my window…and searching the true spirit of my service in between the hills of Nagaland… That’s precisely I’ve been doing since past one month or so. The situation has really kept me quite busy.. (with planting trees  and creating social bonds with the locals and various tribes) especially after  Honorable  PM Modi visited here last week and had a meeting with all  DMs and secretaries from north east in Nagaland

Some glimpses of Nagaland …


The hills and the climate reminds me of our “last dukaan” episode with Harsh, Niharika, Akansha, Aakriti and of course Rahul during the academy training which I miss badly… today we all are serving in different parts of India ,,,but theses memories still binds us and hopefully it will forever !

In the mean time I went to Calcutta for some work for 5 days and guess what.. I got myself into some business deals…technically I’m not a business person till this Raksha bandhan… On rakhsha bandhan in order to extend my school property from Kalimpong( Darjeeling) to the south Digha( purba mednipur, west bengal) I purchased a small  Kanishka hotel/ lodge…  The above pictures are the back, front, and side views from the hotel…renovation work is on…along with booking basically bought a running business !!

Once the deal was finalized, I requested my family members to visit as I wanted to surprise them.. These are some pictures of my family… Didi, her son(jerry) and Dad… These are perhaps some good moments which I witnessed after 3 years of silence since I lost Maa..



Here I got some time for myself.. in these few days I learned few lessons that this ocean taught me.. Wrote poems, finished few sketches, sang songs, remembering my love and feeling her presence in the flowing wind as if she was all around me.. asked loads of question and yet to get the solutions. Missed her a lot but I know she is happy and doing great.  I’m happy for to see her taking every step towards developing herself and conquering her fears.  Prayers and wishes will be there for her for the rest of my life ..

While going back to Nagaland… I also finished my blog nominations… because I knew that once I’m into that zone.. it would become very difficult to thank those wonderful blogger friends of mine who appreciated and acknowledged my work.  Thus the two nominations are as follows..

Liebster Award !!

Blogging is sharing some of our space, time, information and views with this virtual platform called “Wp”  Weeks ago I got nominated for & Blue Sky Tag award by a wonderful blogger friend Shivangi Mishra ! Do follow her blog , it will be a delight for sure ….

I want to thank her for appreciating my work and nominating me for this award. It really means a lot. Its my third Liebster Award and I’m really excited to bag this one. I still feel the same kind of excitement when I received my first award nomination in 2015.. Although I used to be extremely poor in accepting appreciation but, fortunately learned this art too. 😀 .




Rules of nominations:-

  • Pay regards to one who nominated you.
  • Jolt down 11 facts about yourself.
  • Then nominate the bloggers.
  • Do inform them of their nominations.
  • Give answers of the questions you are asked.
  • Ask questions from nominees.

Fact about me:-

  • I’m a 28 year old realist but often struck by emotions since 2015 March- a complete paradox !!
  • I’ve two law degrees but policing as my profession as of now.
  • I love to learn from everything .. from people and certainly from nature..
  • Not a tech savvy because it has created distances both inter and intra personal.. I use tech with a human touch ..admirer of Elon Musk
  • Hate is the only word that I seldom use..
  • A John Green, Ayn Rand, Paolo Coelho  fan when it comes to fiction
  • Loves to workout…without losing brains (whatever little I have)
  • Not a foodie or a bollywood fan… so often characterized as boring and unsocial..

My nominees are !!

I request to all to read their blogs and  follow them if possible !!

Questions that were asked from me –

  • What does blogging meant to you??

Blogging tolerates all my frustrations, endure all my stupidest ideas and thoughts, and gives me that space which we all look for.. so it helps to sustain my sanity !!

  • Who is your ideal person??

I admire four people like the most..  Dr. A.P.J. Abdul Kalam, Mother Teresa, Swami Vivekananda and Subhash Chandra Bose 

  • Can you write a line about your best friend??

My best friend is my life savior.. my support system, my mirror and my source of happiness !!

  • What was the happiest day of your life??

When I got my first gold medal during my B.A. LL.B (Hons.) I thought it to be my happiest day but while in my masters I received 5 gold medals and the value has reduced by that time.. Even clearing UPSC CSE 2015 was not something that could generate happiness… so I guess the happiest day would be the day when I realised that I have fallen in love 2 years back.. and everyday pray to god for her success and safety wherever she is .. 

My turn to ask questions from nominees:

I found these above questions quite well thought of so I would like to ask these same question and want to know from my nominees…if they accept and agree to reply back!!



Blue Sky Tag !!

I am extremely happy  by this nomination as its my 18th award nomination since 2015 and I value them a lot.  I would like to thank Vidisha  for nominating me for Blue Sky Tag.  I would like to mention here that she is also an awesome blogger and her beauty lies in her words full of honesty and simplicity. I would request everyone to visit her blog





1. Thank the person who nominated you
2. Answer their 11 questions
3. Nominate (tag) 11 people
4. Give them 11 questions to answer




  4. My Valiant Soul



1. Are you a cat person or dog person?

Dog for sure. I admire the sense of loyalty which they possess !!

2. Which achievement of yours you are most proud off?

My First gold medal after my law graduation

3. If you are really drunk, you are most likely to?

I don’t drink at all…so i really cannot say but hypothetically if I consider myself                drunk then I would sleep quietly in my corner.

4. If you happen to adopt a celebrity, who it would be?


5. One word for Bollywood.

   Our biggest source that generates soft power it is one of the tool in our                          diplomacy.. Otherwise I’m not that much interested in films except few !

6. Last message to your ex would be?

I don’t believe in “Ex” .. for me love or relationship is something which is not dependent on the fulfillment of any prior conditions.. So once I’m in …I’m there forever be it one sided, unrequited, or if someone leaves me in between… I would hang in and would pray for her success and health forever because I respect my feeling and also my partner. so my message will always be to my partner/ my soul mate and not to my “Ex”

7. Hands or forks and spoons?

Depends upon the food.. if its pani puri, chaat, or paranthe… then surely I would use my hands.

8. Last used emoji of your whatsapp is?

I rarely use them…  they are very deceptive !!

9. What is the first thing you do every morning?

Talk to mom through her picture, then move to my newspaper desk with a cup of tea/  coffee

10. What is the one thing you want to do before you turn 30?

I wanted to begin my own new school at Digha ( West Bengal) near to our recently      purchased hotel as an extension of my kalimpong (near Darjeeling) school.

11. One dish you absolutely love?  ❤

Anything with family especially if made by mothers !!


There is no doubt that all these questions are very well designed and thought of. these are some real good questions to know something about a person’s nature and character at the first go .. provided he/she is being honest in replying them which I presume they would be.. therefore I would love to ask these questions again to my nominees



Loads of love and respect for my love

Beparvah !!

P.S. From next posts I’ll be dealing with notes as promised !! 
















































Time Table – The Forgotten Dreams !! 

It’s been one of those forgotten dreams that we used to plan together.. but as I said in my last post that even if we are not together anymore… it doesn’t mean that the dream have to die.. Dreams are special so they are to be protected, they should get their due care and love.. 

Moreover, its been three weeks here at Nagaland. I’m short of words to explain my experience in words.. the new ways that I engineered for communication which helped me a lot especially during our weekly sessions while communicating with the local tribes.. 

In my last post I did mentioned about the moments of solitude which at times is bad and depressing…   I think may be almighty understood the pain rather quickly and here is this surprise waiting for me that I received from one of our professors from my university.

It’s been four years since I graduated from Lucknow, which brings me to the point that no matter the odds, true love never fail.. it doesn’t believe in negotiation… all it requires is guts !! 

In the mean time I went to Varanasi for a couple of days where, under the GoI programme , we organized yoga sessions.. it was awesome to interact with a big and raw crowd… although it has become a habit now since past two years!!

Anyways, as promised, I would be sharing my notes and important pages with a little discussion on each topics as per the plan mentioned below…

It’s the board I bought in kohima, perhaps my first purchase here, to give you a better picture as to what will be our agenda in my upcoming posts… 

Target audience will not be restricted to CSE aspirants alone… but also those who wanna go back to their school days and enjoy those moments again…

The content will be the exact form which is about to publish from Vision Ias publishing group. 

This book is going to have two main highlights, one is that, it was her plan and we finally agreed to do this while we were preparing. She always used to say that there should be one book which should cater to all subjects and topics should run parallel with time.. which becomes easy to read and understand.. so this book will have parallel understanding of events with time. 

The other one will be that the book will be thinner, full of flow charts which will be a student’s way of learning, which is more scientific and concise without missing pout of any static portion.. 

There might be some irregularities in posting contents every week… but it will be only due to my failure of not making time management properly… but I will try to stick to this may be in late hours after office.. 

It was our dream  to publish this book jointly but now let’s we all make this dream come true and in the process .. any one can be benefited who is carrying doubts about this exam, or has issues which are restricting them to join any coaching classes…

Loads of love and respect to my only love Beparvah!!

P.S. There are three nominations… I’m extremely sorry for being late by another post because it’s been really hectic schedule for me which is perhaps seems to be a never ending path as of now..