I know that I loved you..
Though I realised it gradually
Don’t know when, or how it all started.
Without a word, walking with her, and
looking for different reasons always,
to extend the time with her for another
couple of minutes…
She was flawless around me always .
Our memories feel so endless..
that even today am hanging by a thread.
Your everything I search for, noticed
her every move, tried to fulfill the needs
she might require to achieve her
goals, without being asked for it….all
I did because I thought, what I had
for her was true… and I was not wrong.
But today, I asked her to give me one
reason to believe that she is far away from my life, because I can still feel your presence around me, I can hear your giggles….
Full of tears, I was forced to say good
bye with full of sadness and sorrow
I sit and cry independent of time…
You blamed me for it, you said it was
all my fault….
Now I just wanna sleep.. or a coma would be a better option to get rid of the pain of losing myself… losing my existence..losing the reason to survive..
My loneliness consumes every inch of
my body at a regular interval.
My hands are ice cold, my eyes bleed
tears, inside am being tortured
and going insane… All my days & nights
I live in the world of blame, my
past haunts me.. as I failed to erase
My mind races with the thoughts full of
yours, I never wanted you to walk
away. Wish I could get some more time!