With every passing day, my painstaking
journey to complete the remaining
period if my life, becomes more difficult
With the flash clear enough to see
I still wonder that why I failed to make
you comfortable enough so that you could speak out about what is
the reason for such an ignorance…..
Wish I could express how painful
it is to think for a second without you.
You always used tho tell that in a
relationship, all you wanted is time and
experiences instead of anything
Your logic was that, as you would be
giving yourself, then this should not be
I appreciated and respected her thought
I walked this idea you believed in.
I gave her by time, experiences, there ….
was no single moment of my life
which I tried to share with her, but I felt
that perhaps this is not she meant…
So I tried a lot of things that I could go
to express how much I care for her and for the decisions which she take..
But my fate was sealed, because I was
not the guy she was looking for..
As a consequence I was forced to keep
myself away from her..
Wish I could told you how it is like to cry
for long hours, how it is like to be
consumed by the feeling of hatred …..
Still I look at the book store where we
shared few moments, still when I look at the paanipuri wala where you paid
paid based on the principle of equaity and gender unbiasedness ……
the cafe, even the library chairs haunts me today in your absence..I lost myself somewhere in between….
I miss you and love you so much and
so unconditionally that, even
you are far away from me, wherever &
whomsoever you are with…..
I will still love you, I will hold you and
dance to different tunes…
Because imagination at times are even
stronger than reality…..