I have never thought that some day I would be writing such emotional and personal aspects of my life. I have always been a kind of a person who wanna hide from the limelight becuase it irritates me.
But today I am sharing some of the pages from my diary so that I can use this platform as a vent, an escape route that will help me to maintain my sanity and peace..especially when I am going to encounter one of the toughest examination of my life in the coming months and that to without her support which was there with me throughout the prelims preparation and I know from the core of my heart that this success belongs to her !!!!
Today, I am living somehow may be by the memories, maybe almighty wants to punish me for loving someone so much that even god becomes insecure… A sin of love dear please come back, I have had enough of this if not then let me die in your lap.
How can I live with this? How can I forget you? How can I stop loving you? There’s not a single second when my tears don’t roll down on my face…… Yes the same face you once used to see smiling all around and at times even witout a reason !! There’s not a second when my heart doesn’t pain ….Yes the same heart you stole from me inadvertently !!!
The twinkle in my eyes has gone which was often visible when you were around me!! Yes the same eyes today is full of tears ….. I feel like I am isolated from this world , the world seem to be so different without you !!!
I feel like I am away from my shadow as I am away from you I even cry in my sleep I see in the morning that my pillow is wet !!! I hope one day all this writings will be appreciated and with this hope call it for the day!. You are being missed badly !!!!!
Loads of love and tonnes of wishes for you success. God bless you so that you can push all the limitations and move ahead with more vigour and mental toughness 🙂 🙂