The 500 Steps !!!

24 thoughts on “The 500 Steps !!!”

      1. No. I didn’t mean to say that. It’s just, love can cripple us to this extent that we lose our self-worth.. I am going through this right now. I dunno how a confident woman like me can get so intimidated and vulnerable because of one guy!!

        Can you relate? Did you ever think of yourself as a worthless guy before she came into your life? And did she really change it to the extent that now you dedicate everything to her?

        In life, we always get choices. If Ram would have accepted Sita as it is, without the agneepariksha, history would’ve been completely different. It was that one choice that made the biggest difference. I dunno if you’re getting my point..

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      2. I am getting your point in to to
        I can relate, and yes, she gave me the reason to hate myself, yes I for the first time felt like worthless despite being a different person altogether before she came into my life ….

        Ramayana and Mahabharata both are written by a person whose gender was make and perhaps it all stated from there….

        Am I close to what you meant?

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      3. I dunno if I am the right person to say all this, considering I, myself am very weak right now. But all I wanna say is that don’t lose your self-worth. Focus. Like will surprise you. I know how it feels, what you’re going through right now. I really do. But all we got is ourselves. And either we can make ourselves better, or ruin us by delving into the past that is long gone..

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      4. I was thinking exactly on this line but is really very difficult now… But I must say that she never betrayed me rather she never had such a feeling I guess..
        It’s my fault completely but I guess I think my love is true

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      5. In my opinion, there is nothing like ‘true love’. If it is fake, is it really love? I know she didn’t betray you. There was this guy who once loved me like this. But, even after a great friendship between us, I never really thought of him that way. He ruined his one year of college for me. It really hurt me. Though, he was too much into the ‘gunda’ trend prevailing in his hometown, he came out of it. And he held me responsible for this ‘positive change’. And I dunno how I ever changed him. But thank god, now he’s on the right track and has established the fact that we will never be in a relation. We still talk and all.

        My point of this whole story is, she isn’t bad. She never was. But you really need to get hold of your life. She will feel bad knowing you’re still thinking of her and all. You know, in my case, I felt choked. I even blocked all contacts with him. But then he made an effort and here we are. Back to being friends again.

        So please, don’t go to this extreme limit. Your life is this way, because you chose it to be.

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      6. I don’t know what tho say, this is the exact story of mine except the gunda part, being a civil judge junior div , I still feel like I lost my case… I lost all my contact, I really mean it.. Have nothing to lose now, except one and that being my dad..

        Thank you so much for sharing this story… But I don’t know why such stories end up like this ?

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      7. Correct… are we are intelligent enough to understand this ? Is that okay to leave it to someone’s wisdom.. There I doubt.. But yes acceptance is the best solution…
        I believe what you said!!

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      8. I’m sorry if I said something you didn’t like.. It’s just that… I don’t wanna see anybody hurt, esp in love.. I know the feeling… And nobody deserve the pain of love..

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      9. Pls don’t be sorry… I really respect your thought and the way you took our Thor time and shared your experience.
        Loads of respect for you ..
        Pls don’t be sorry .it hurts…
        Especially when both of us are suffering the pain of similar nature for respective reasons….

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      10. Thank you… Yes I will try to compensate my happiness with the material success…
        Have no other option until am alone completely …
        Anyways god bless you from all angles and directions, pls tc…

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      11. Yes at times ignorance or indifference is painful, her concept of time and space was even more dreadful…
        But she is a beautiful soul and I loved that soul … I could connect to that soul always … Good bless her wherever she is, I will be there in her breath, along with her soul..

        Thank you for your respond..
        It really means a lot !!

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