IN SEARCH OF MYSELF !!

LOST MYSELF IN THE RACE, IN THE CROWD

IN THE RELATIONSHIPS, IN THE PAUCITY

OF HONESTY !!!

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STARTED THIS BLOG IN SEARCH OF MYSELF

STILL ON THE PROCESS AND PERHAPS

GETTING LOST DAY BY DAY !!

FAILED TO UNDERSTAND THE SIGNS, LOST IN THE WAY YOU SHOWED

YOUR KEEN INTEREST  IN MY PAIN

TRUSTED YOU, BELIEVED YOU, AND I STILL DO

YES DESPITE THE BIZARRE KIND OF RELATIONS  HERE

IN THIS WORLD….

PEOPLE MEET & WALK WITH EACH OTHER FOR A WHILE, FOR  MOMENTS

AND , LEAVING EACH OTHER, WHEN ANY TURNING-POINT COMES

I FAILED TO TURN MY WAY, I FAILED TO SEPARATE

MY PATH FROM YOURS….

BECAUSE YOU ARE THE ONE WITHOUT WHOM SURVIVAL

IS A KIND OF A PUNISHMENT !!!

PLEASE DON’T HURT ME THE WAY YOU ARE

INADVERTENTLY

EVERYONE IS CRAZY, HERE, IN THEIR OWN MANIA

BUT AM NOT A MANIAC, I FIND THIS SUFFERING WORTHY

HENCE I AM EXCHANGING MY EACH DAY WITH LIFE,

THE HOPE THAT SOMEDAY YOU WILL UNDERSTAND !!!

PEOPLE DO ONLY WHAT THEIR HEART THINKS GOOD FOR THEM,

BUT I DON’T KNOW WHAT IS GOOD FOR ME ALONE

HOW CAN A SOUL SURVIVE  IN DIFFERENT BODIES &  BE HAPPY EVER AFTER ?

WHO’LL ASK TO WHOM, WHO’LL TELL TO WHOM !!

I REQUEST MY LIFE TO GET INTO ,MY BREATHES

THE MADNESS IN  THESE BREATHES

THEY ARE RESTLESS

UNLIKE EVERYONE, WHO HAS THEIR OWN SONGING ON THEIR LIPS

WHERE WILL THEIR FATE TAKE THEM TO ,,,,,

BUT  EVERY SONG , EVERY POEM OF MINE IS NOT ABOUT MYSELF,

SPREADING MY EYES TO THE MAXIMUM EXTENT

IN  ALL POSSIBLE DIRECTIONS, WAITING FOR YOU BECAUSE I KNOW YOU ARE ON

YOUR WAY …IF NOT NOW  !!!

THIS WORLD IS FULL OF DREAMS, BUT I DON’T WANT TO LIVE ONLY IN THE DREAMS

WE’VE TO GO WHERE THESE PATHS WILL TAKE US TO

BUT CERTAINLY  NOT IN OPPOSITE DIRECTIONS

THE MIGHTY TIME HAS ALWAYS PLAYED NEW GAMES

BUT I CANNOT LEAVE IT ABSOLUTELY ON TIME,

I CANNOT AFFORD TO LEAVE EVERYTHING TO TIME AND SPACE

WHICH HAS NOT SHOWN OR PROVED ITS CREDIBILITY IN THE HISTORY !!!!

I MAY FALL MANY TIMES BUT I REFUSE TO PERISH, I REFUSE TO FOLLOW MY LIFE

WHICH   IS  YOU  !!

WITH LOADS & TONNES OF LOVE
REPECT FOR YOU
BEPARVAH !!!!

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8 thoughts on “IN SEARCH OF MYSELF !!

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  1. I hope she comes your way and universe makes you two meet again very soon 🙂

    I pray to God to alleviate your pain and feel it with empathy 🙂

    Wishing you very best,

    LOve and light ❤

    Anand 🙂

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