True love can compete with any
other love in this world.. I know this, as
my love for her, who picked me up from the dust and made me realize the
importance of a family, is on the same lines. I am ready to give her the
time, space, experience and all
other things so that I can overcome
the fear of losing something because I
will be left with nothing!!
I have understood that eternal life is
always coupled with love
All I need to live for another day with
her by my side & experience
the eternity, honesty, because living is
only possible with loving and not
Can I get that one day when I can sit
holding her hands and looking
at the open sky and feel the enormous
jet of winds.. I believe these few moments will justify my existence, as
this will give me strength to keep
going and make her proud by accomplishing all the challenges which
I once promised to her at our
random discussions at the bus stop
and at the coffee shop!!
Whenever I think of my love, my eyes
well up in tears of joy and the
pain of being away from her… No one
can force herself to love nor can
she force me not to love… All you can
do is to look at love, fall in love
Life is not a long vacation but a constant learning process and if my
friends believe that my being
submissive to my love is what makes
me less respectful then I can
say that my ego cannot defeat my love.
However, I would love to prove them
wrong which they are aware of!!
But at the same time, it’s true that
in the choice between self respect and
love, I choose the latter one because
for me, my love for her is above all….
But one thing will remain forever marked on the soul of the universe: my
love. In spite of my mistakes, my decisions that caused her to suffer and
the moments when I thought it didn’t
Our body is made up of 70% water.. So
almost entirely our body is made
up of water, through which electrical
discharges pass, communicating
information. One such piece of information is called love, and it can
interfere with the entire organism..
This is what exactly happened to me.
Life for me is not about chasing
something material, but to feel the
eternity factor which I found in her
presence… I miss her every moment!!
I roam aimlessly in the busy
streets of Kolkata, a moment I would
soon be reminded by the traffic
To express my feeling has become necessary for my own good because it
hurts really bad when someone
repress the feelings which are true to
the best of his ability & knowledge
But, at the same time, the fear of being
left out all alone followed by the
destruction of the relation that grew in
the last 6 months was at stake!!
Then I realized that what is contagious
is fear, the constant fear of never
finding someone to accompany us to
the end of our days. And in the
name of fear we are capable of doing
anything, including accepting the
wrong person and convincing ourselves
that he/ she is the only one, who
God has placed on our path. In very
little time the search for security
turns into a heartfelt love, and things
become less bitter and difficult !!
In my twenty five years of age, I have
never experienced this magic
before.. In have never thought that I
would in love and to this extent.
God knows this and perhaps that’s why
he played his game !!!!
With loads of love and respect for her!!
PS . Posting this third blog post today and two more to come because perhaps for the next few days I would not be able to write…