Firstly, I am very happy to be back on WordPress after a month, although I know that this is not that long period but when you have many things to say, complex thoughts & emotions to share, and still you are forced not to come out with it, makes a huge difference.. It actually adds a day extra with every passing hour!!
Secondly, am extremely happy to say that in the last 7- 8 days my readers list have increased from 189- 335 plus which I believe is the sheer expression of love and support that I have received.
To be honest, I have never thought that being a new comer in this world of blogging where many beautiful, & experienced bloggers are there, I would be accepted in such a way especially when my blog posts are more or less restricted to love, emotions and stuff which are gradually & unfortunately losing its hold in our mind, heart, and society !!
Today’s post is related to something that I have learned in the last 8 to 9 months.
It’s about ” CONTEXT ” that matters always!! We all know that, in our lives there are many decisions we take, some makes us happy and some leads to disgust!! But it’s always about choices .. It’s all about opportunity but which will be the last one is a million dollar question!!
If someone wants to be a friend with someone then the context would be certainly important as to why this is going on.
But we are programmed in such a way that we often look for a reasons behind everything than the context .. We have become intelligent living beings and believe in hiding our emotions and fear in the veil of pragmatism…
If a person is helping someone out, we ask the first question to ourselves as to why this person is helping someone, what is the intension, what he wants in return of this!!! And more painful job is when the person who helped without any expectation or reciprocity, has to justify his act of helping 🙂
This state of negative consciousness is a result of the terrible experiences of hatred and betrayals that people have faced in the past.. But what is wrong is that, we are becoming the same person whom we detest and hate the most in this process!! I just refused to go through this process !!
This give and take relationship in every relation is what I hated since the day I was allowed to take my own decisions..
Life is not a balance sheet where we can actually classify our deeds and emotions into two parts..
One , which has given us back something from others in return ; and second, those which has turned out to be a loss, as in there is no reciprocity by the other party in return to our efforts.. I do not maintain such account!! 🙂
Look at this picture. Can anyone guess that whether the picture of this tree is invert or not ??
It is difficult, why? It’s because I have not displayed the ground or sky in the background that is the context….and let it open for interpretation..
Unfortunately, there are people who are not interested in taking into consideration about the backdrop and just wanna come to the point so that time and energy can be saved or may be some other reason, but the moment we try to avoid the context its beauty starts to fade !!!
I loved someone and there is no such reason that would justify my feeling per se..but as I said, it is not expected these days and hence I got rejected !!
I have been rejected, but I am still in love…. I think that’s my optive for going on in life with this feeling of love for someone … That’s my definition of “moving on ”
Many would find it strange and stupid, but that’s what the dawn taught me after my devastating loss… I know my love is getting artistically so subtle that even science will fail to capture..
But I believe that life is all about connecting the dots, the missing links.. It is very difficult to connect them while looking forward but so easy at the same time when look backward!!
My love and emotions were doubted and faced the same crisis which the picture of this tree is facing now. It did not possessed the context and hence open to criticism and rejection without any reason..
This believe that, some day these dots will be connected; someday down the road, these gaps will make sense, gives me the confidence to follow my heart even though when it is leading me off the track now.
This will make all the difference in the years to come. I cannot change my self, I cannot become like the ones who are in the race of diplomacy !! I will pray for her success and health throughout my life and that would be the last expression of my foolishness 🙂
“It’s not over, keep looking for the right time, don’t settle down onto something where my heart doesn’t dwell.. I believe that we are already naked .. So there is no reason not to follow our heart !! “
Love and respect !
PS. The last paragraph is what I have learned. Be it in the field of work, relationships and so on.. It will help I presume !!
Will be coming up with a two quotation challenges very soon.. Though I consider them as an opportunity and my sincere thanks to them 🙂
And finally, I would soon express my gratitude to the award nominations I have pending…
Thank you so much for the love and support:)