Hello everyone.. a special post from the camp.. hopefully you all will like it ..
Every time I read about this saint , I get to know a new dimension of life.. My faith in unconditional giving, and unconditional love gets cemented every time no matter how I being mocked or teased by my friends; no matter how they want me to learn and see things the way they do…
One of the most important lesson that I have learned in the last 14 months is about true love.. it has enormous power to change the society and individuals at the same time..
If we truly love somebody, we will always be ready to wait for our love and to wait doesn’t imply a standstill. If I want to be a part of her future then I cannot sit on the sidelines … because one day would come when we will cross each other’s path again, it will be like two evolved people, because we’ve both been living our lives, learning the necessary lessons and staying open to all possibilities that comes in between our respective paths and journeys.
I don’t know what will happen in the spaces and time apart and maybe everything will change or maybe time won’t even come close to erasing the crimson thread of connection from my heart to her..
But the fact is, right now may not be the right time for us.It’s time for her to go and work on some unfinished agendas which are close to her heart and for which she is passionate about and has been waiting for long.. Am fortunate enough to have few glimpses of it. 🙂
I appreciate her choices as always even if they don’t currently include me, because what she is doing right now, she is doing for herself and that makes me proud of the woman who she is, whom I loved the most in my life…
Slightly out of context, but the purpose is to express what I feel whenever I look up to my love, the strength I receive from her, her eyes says it all, she is my hero who has been a constant support when I was all alone battling with my life; she is everything to me and I will try to make her proud in every possible way.
A friend of mine gave me this picture of maa Durga and said that the eternal God is on her way in this navratri…I will miss this puja season in kolkata but one thing I didn’t miss and that is to pray for my loved ones and certainly for her on the very first day..
During this festive mood, I am with my batch mates travelling various places with my boots on !!
When it comes to describe my love I can go on and on.. I can ramble about the goodness of her heart, and how much she is for others, she will undoubtedly make this world a better place, an awesome place to live in !!
I will also contribute in my own way and try to make a better place and a much more secure place to sustain life with dignity. Although my tools will be little different from her.. She often uses her goodness and external strength.. she uses her smile and her unconditional helping hand to others..
I got my new tools but still I need her blessings, her support all the time..she is always in my dreams, in my mind.. which helps me to work on constantly towards my dream..
Waiting in camp.. having lunch with my colleagues and seniors.. but I missed her especially when I saw some of her favorite dishes out here..
The message to my love that I wanted to express through this post is that the only thing left to say is isn’t goodbye. But instead: when you are ready, I will be always there ..