Secret Sacrifices !!

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  1. I think instead of sacrifices they can be called acts of love. It is true there are many acts of love in relationship. To have the deepest relationship with your partner the acts of love are effortless. There is a knowing there and the relationship is deep where one can term it a twinflame or soulmate. I had such a relationship where we argued twice in 23 years. My partner passed last year and there will be always an ache and a longing. I know in my heart that will never change as it would have by now. You are lucky to have a mother like yours showing all the acts of love to you. Be well.

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    1. Thank you… yes she was..
      I believe every mother is as beautiful as she was.. because they make our lives special at every moment… they completes us… I miss her… she left this world and made me quite vulnerable !!

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      1. They are irreplaceable… I have read somewhere a quote which goes like this ” I have seen god on the other side of my umbilical cord” ..
        Absolutely, she is with me always but often I miss her physical presence… her warmth especially when in an tired… the way she used to cuddle and pamper… I miss those eyes which often used to ask whether I had food or not, those hands which were always used for prayers… and so on..
        Thank you for acknowledging n liking this post… and the emotions in it 🙂

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    1. Thank you… thank you so much
      But I don’t think that I would be able to continue this journey for long.. it’s really very painful… my eyes are tired… yet ready to shed tear drops.. with only one hope that someday she will understand me !!

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      1. Thank you…. thank you so much… this is the best pain killer that I can think of .. especially lying in the district hospital !! Believing that she will understand someday… I am continuing this journey…. May be it is difficult for her too to carry this strong character !!

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  2. Your Mom was a beauty. But your pain has left me speechless. That line ‘this is not the freedom I wanted’… it brought me close to tears and made me feel how lucky I am to have my Mom still around. You’re one strong and morally upright human being. Your parents brought you up well.

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    1. Thank you so much… I miss her… the successive loss is unbearable.. May be it will end with myself… yes… this freedom where nobody is bothered about myself….
      I am extremely happy that thou felt it from your core… I hope and will pray that you may get maximum time with your mom… enjoy and value every moment…
      I miss her these days even more… May be this denial is what I deserve but I hope and pray to god that someday they would make that girl realize that someone loved her with everything he had..

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    1. Thank you so very much from the bottom of my heart !! I feel blessed to be surrounded by her eternal essence all the time !!

      Thank you so much for the unconditional love and care ..it really means a lot !! i will always preserve this !! 🙂

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      1. I agree in Toto. Loved this statement. It is the highest mark of respect to the mother, for all the difficulties she goes through with a beautiful smile and she hides behind her smile, her own deep pain and sorrow.

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      2. it’s okay… your’re absolutely correct. I always believe that and probably that’s the reason I always look up to her picture, even talk to her in our own silent language… trying to keep her alive inside my heart !!

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